he struggled for weeks to figure out exactly  when it happened. Even when he looked back for the moment when they stopped being friends and she came to his bed, he couldn’t pinpoint the switch. It just was. She was completely remaking him and he was both terrified and exhilarated by the prospect.  Each time …

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When wanting to know a person is the scariest thing you’ve ever experienced. And then you know them and the scariest thing is losing them. And then you lose them and the scariest thing is having to go on without knowing who they become without you.

Its difficult knowing that what things are for one person can be completely different for the other. Feelings can meet somewhere in the middle along a road of mutual understanding, but at which depth do they both drown in the thing? The hardest part for her wasn’t knowing that he didn’t want her the way …

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we didn’t have money growing up. I’m talking ketchup packets and saltines for dinner poor. Somehow, still not sure how to this day, we always went to see movies. One of my earliest memories is curling up on the floor of the theater watching Amadeus. I must’ve been 4 or 5? Timing tells me 5. …

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For those just catching up, it’s almost November. And this is me gearing up for the challenge. I’m not “suddenly” posting again hoping to get a resurgence of “how do ya” from the old guard and I’m certainly not peddling anything. Just using a platform that’s easily accessible to do the thing.

Quiet comes at a price. In this case it was the price of a tank of gas, a bag of Funyuns and a diet Pepsi. She didn’t mean to grab diet, or Pepsi for that matter, so the bottle sat untouched in the cup holder.  The house sat lonely; the owners gone for weeks already …

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